So here we are inching towards the end of the year. I find myself struggling to get out of bed and stay in school for a full day and go to bed on time. It's not that I don't want to graduate... I do. I really really do. It is the reason I feel so lazy and it's what keeps me from doing my best. All I really have to do is show up and even that is a difficult task. I am definitely ready to just take my finals and be done with high school forever. We call this Senioritis. It is also known as senior syndrome.
The time to focus is now. I need to forget about all the other things and just concentrate on doing the things that I need to get done. I'm lecturing myself every day but it doesn't seem to help. Nobody can really even help me. I'm hoping my desperate attempts at keep a passing grade isn't stumped by my complete inability to hold onto my literary responsibilities. I believe that there is nothing left for me to learn in high school. I believe that there is nothing left for me here. It is time to move on with my life and learn bigger and better things and travel and explore and vacation and work. I call these last two weeks not the end of my senior days but the start of my life.
I wish I had somebody that could relate to my problem. Somebody that actually has responsibilities i mean. There are a lot of people that get lazy senior year it's almost an inevitability. However, the ones i find that slack off a little bit take the bare minimum classes and don't have a job. Me, on the other hand, have difficult classes with a job and a life and sometimes it's hard to fit schoolwork into my schedule. Or maybe I just need to prioritize a little better. Either way, slacking off for me takes a bigger toll than some other people.
I hope to look back on this blog and realize my mindless struggle was just a minor lapse as I was ready to move on. Hopefully I will not look back on this moment and notice my life went on a downward spiral starting with my deadly condition. It is quite contagious and hard to battle. I have a tough immune system and immense power of will. In a few years when I'm engineering computers and working for big companies, perhaps I will ahve continued this blog the whole way. It is a good way to share my progress with what little of the population that cares.
And no. I don't need ADD/ADHD medicine. And either does anyone's kids. Just a personal opinion but I prefer proper parenting over medication.
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Monday, June 4, 2012
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Transformation
So recently I started the P90X extreme home workout program and I'm on day 7 of 90. I have to admit that the first 6 days of this were challenging. I consider myself to be in relatively good shape but these workouts kicked my ass. I'm hoping, after 90 days, I'll have a significant amount of muscle mass.
I have read a lot of success stories from other people that have completed the 90 day challenge and the results are incredible. Almost all of them still follow the program to stay fit. I want to be there. I'm tired of being skinny. I mean, I'm strong; I just want to get bigger. I guess it's what most guys want. The only difference is, I've been small my whole life and I'm actually doing something about it. The people who I don't see for this next year are going to come back and be overwhelmed by my jaw-dropping results from P90X because I push myself harder and harder every time.
The workouts themselves are pretty well designed. Tony Horton put this system together that challenges all of your muscles in a fun way that you can do in your living room. The warm ups are suitable and the workouts are intense. A lot of first timers have a hard time with the majority of the moves done. As my mom is also doing it, I can witness second hand the weight loss effects of P90X.
I must say, having someone else that's also doing the program makes it a lot easier to stick with it. I get pumped up just talking with her about it. I have never seen a fitness program that looked like it gave fast results until i saw P90X. I talked to my mom about it and she seemed interested. Eventually, we bought a pull-up bar and some dumbbells. I can't wait to see my results.
I have read a lot of success stories from other people that have completed the 90 day challenge and the results are incredible. Almost all of them still follow the program to stay fit. I want to be there. I'm tired of being skinny. I mean, I'm strong; I just want to get bigger. I guess it's what most guys want. The only difference is, I've been small my whole life and I'm actually doing something about it. The people who I don't see for this next year are going to come back and be overwhelmed by my jaw-dropping results from P90X because I push myself harder and harder every time.
The workouts themselves are pretty well designed. Tony Horton put this system together that challenges all of your muscles in a fun way that you can do in your living room. The warm ups are suitable and the workouts are intense. A lot of first timers have a hard time with the majority of the moves done. As my mom is also doing it, I can witness second hand the weight loss effects of P90X.
I must say, having someone else that's also doing the program makes it a lot easier to stick with it. I get pumped up just talking with her about it. I have never seen a fitness program that looked like it gave fast results until i saw P90X. I talked to my mom about it and she seemed interested. Eventually, we bought a pull-up bar and some dumbbells. I can't wait to see my results.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Flags of our Fathers by James Bradley
Flags of our Fathers, by James Bradley, is a
non-fiction tale about the flag-raising at Iwo Jima during World War II. The
story is written from the perspective of one of the flag raiser’s son (the
author). James Bradley, son of John Bradley, went to each of the Iwo Jima
survivors and had detailed interviews with them in order to come up with this
accurate piece of lit. The physical descriptions of the environment and the
emotions of the soldiers are phenomenal. You receive actual quotes from them
which make it seem a lot more real. As a World War II history lover, I
appreciate the inside view and personal perspective this book brings. This
story talks of the great accomplishments on Iwo Jima as well as the unfortunate
tragedies. As John Bradley himself says in the story, “The real heroes are the
ones who never made it back.”
The main point of the story was to bring to light all the
experiences of the wonders of the Iwo Jima flag-raising. The highlighted theme
would be strongly related to John Bradley’s most famous above quote. Heroes are
not defined by accomplishments, but by their sacrifices. Many elements come
into play to back up that theme. One element is imagery. James Bradley did an
excellent job of providing visual information about the volcanic island of Iwo
Jima. On the island, the ground is all made of volcanic ash and the Japanese
used it to dig tunnels and caverns underground all throughout the island with
holes all around so they could pop out at any time. On several occasions they
would sneak out and grab hostages to take underground into the caverns to be
tortured. John Bradley even knew of such a soldier. He eventually died. This was
part of the sacrifice he made joining the military is that giving your life for
the good of your country is an honor. This was in accord with the perspective
of the interviewed survivors and supports the acclaimed central theme.
Overall, I found the book to be quite fascinating. A
great deal of it proved to be a bit tedious but some of the explanations of the
practical hour-by-hour nights on Iwo Jima were incredible and the fact that he
was able to interview the actual flag-raisers was impressive and made the work
that much more interesting. Even the actual battles were detail filled. Some
nights they would be sleeping and get fired on by the Japanese out of nowhere.
It was incredibly precarious situation on the island; not to mention countless
bombing and mines placed on the island. It was a long strive to the top of the
mountain and this work does a great job of putting you into the mindset of the
soldiers who lived it. Each one of the characters had a very different
background and all the information overload can leave you a bit confused;
however, it is a fascinating read nonetheless.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Lightning = Usable Electricity?
Today I read an interesting article which reminded me of a talk in Physics class this year. Their ideas were quite intriguing. It claimed that perhaps there was somehow the possibility to capture and store Lightning as usable electricity..
As most of us know, electricity from lightning contains incredibly high voltage and current and if harnessed could potentially power a town for a month. The problem is, the only way to store raw electrons would be to use a capacitor rather than chemical ions such as in batteries. An example of a capacitor used in large scales like this would be in electric cars. Their batteries function much like a capacitor.
Such high volts of electricity would destroy the capacitor causing it to arc or even blow up at that extremity. The capacitor would have to be the size of Wyoming and several miles high. Inefficient.
So, in response to this, perhaps there are other ways of harnessing the power.
I have an idea:
Since cloud-to-ground lightning gets dissipated and neutralized when it hits the ground in the form of heat, this heat could then be used to melt a metal underground. This would then boil some water. The high kinetic energy of the convection currents happening within the water would then spin a turbine. (As we all know is an electromagnet - as discovered by Nikolai Tesla) This would produce electricity. A lot of energy comes from lightning which could melt a lot of metal, boil a lot of water, spin a lot of turbines or a giant turbine, and maybe produce a lot of electricity?
So to conclude my post I'll say this:
Do I think lightning capture is plausible? No. Not with today's technology. Perhaps in the future we can build a capacitor to store the electrons from lightning or make hydro power more efficient. But not today.
As most of us know, electricity from lightning contains incredibly high voltage and current and if harnessed could potentially power a town for a month. The problem is, the only way to store raw electrons would be to use a capacitor rather than chemical ions such as in batteries. An example of a capacitor used in large scales like this would be in electric cars. Their batteries function much like a capacitor.
Such high volts of electricity would destroy the capacitor causing it to arc or even blow up at that extremity. The capacitor would have to be the size of Wyoming and several miles high. Inefficient.
So, in response to this, perhaps there are other ways of harnessing the power.
I have an idea:
Since cloud-to-ground lightning gets dissipated and neutralized when it hits the ground in the form of heat, this heat could then be used to melt a metal underground. This would then boil some water. The high kinetic energy of the convection currents happening within the water would then spin a turbine. (As we all know is an electromagnet - as discovered by Nikolai Tesla) This would produce electricity. A lot of energy comes from lightning which could melt a lot of metal, boil a lot of water, spin a lot of turbines or a giant turbine, and maybe produce a lot of electricity?
So to conclude my post I'll say this:
Do I think lightning capture is plausible? No. Not with today's technology. Perhaps in the future we can build a capacitor to store the electrons from lightning or make hydro power more efficient. But not today.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Educational Restraint - Why Einstein was so Smart
Hello!
Welcome to my blog. To introduce my future posts, I'd like to start with this:
Today's educational system is flawed. Teachers claim to promote individual thought, but the truth is, the way the curriculum is structured as well as discipline and tradition, individual thought is discouraged. Students are forced to learn the "required material" rather than learn about things that interest them.
This is where Einstein was different. Albert Einstein struggled through school as he felt it did not apply to him. He spent most of his time thinking about other things such as the laws of physics and the grasping of reality. He failed his first acceptance exam to the school he wanted to go to and many people told him he "wouldn't amount to anything." Claims like this seem humorous looking back at Einstein's younger years compared to his accomplishments.
Einstein not only rebelled through the school's learning system, his brain was also structurally different than a regular person. Certain sections of his brain were missing which allowed other parts of his brain, such as the parietal lobe - the section that deals with math and physics, to grow bigger. His brain functioned very well for the purpose it was used. Many wonder whether if it was genetic mutation or if it was caused by intellect training - the fact that he spent all his time on math and physics made this section of his brain proportionally larger while other sections were unneeded.
To wrap it up, Einstein was a very unique individual, and I didn't even get into the reasons for why he's famous. Perhaps that will come in a future post; Stay tuned for more about the interesting world around us!
Welcome to my blog. To introduce my future posts, I'd like to start with this:
Today's educational system is flawed. Teachers claim to promote individual thought, but the truth is, the way the curriculum is structured as well as discipline and tradition, individual thought is discouraged. Students are forced to learn the "required material" rather than learn about things that interest them.
This is where Einstein was different. Albert Einstein struggled through school as he felt it did not apply to him. He spent most of his time thinking about other things such as the laws of physics and the grasping of reality. He failed his first acceptance exam to the school he wanted to go to and many people told him he "wouldn't amount to anything." Claims like this seem humorous looking back at Einstein's younger years compared to his accomplishments.

Einstein not only rebelled through the school's learning system, his brain was also structurally different than a regular person. Certain sections of his brain were missing which allowed other parts of his brain, such as the parietal lobe - the section that deals with math and physics, to grow bigger. His brain functioned very well for the purpose it was used. Many wonder whether if it was genetic mutation or if it was caused by intellect training - the fact that he spent all his time on math and physics made this section of his brain proportionally larger while other sections were unneeded.
To wrap it up, Einstein was a very unique individual, and I didn't even get into the reasons for why he's famous. Perhaps that will come in a future post; Stay tuned for more about the interesting world around us!

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